Before you read- The sentences in quotes are past.
Heart so heavy. Mind unfocused. My eyes not on any point. I just lay there. Did nothing. Turned cold all of a sudden. No I was not dying.
'Summer after 1 pm. Lunch time. "Hey what lunch did you get"
Tears rolling down. Ahh so numb and cold.
'Farewell afternoon.. "Guys.. A group picture come
on"
“holi aftermath dripping wet in that scorching sun”
Oh what could I not
have given. I KNEW I WOULD NOT FEEL THAT WAY EVER AGAIN. Suddenly as I write
this the hearts relaxed. So much to express no words to say. Mind completely
focused but fully blank.
'Hey that girl is so hitting on your best friend. Beware.'
The trees outside the Windows begin to shake. This is
completely absurd. The cold air in the hot sun. Should I be happy or sad. With
The past I don't HAVE and The future I don't KNOW the present is like that I
don’t OWN.
Doing nothing. Just still. Poor mind is fighting with the memories
and plans. I KNEW I WON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY EVER AGAIN!
The classroom that is
messy, the background that's noisy, the family that had been through, the
people to be mocked, that summer love to love and be loved back ♥ and best of all... That one best friend you should have had. Yeah the hands are shaky as it writes.
The best things come with a cost and make you indebted for life. Now that's solely on to you to get out of that trap or to be stuck in it just the way the last summer afternoon JUST promises to bring everyone back together. But promises don't come true. YeahI FELT THAT WAY NEVER AGAIN…
Moving on..?? Never.
